Why do I get so hard and have to jerk myself to the thoughts of my wife being bred by a stranger???

When I asked my wife to fuck she told me “No! Go jerk yourself off on the toilet”

My wife came home from work missing her panties, I am only allowed to jerk off imagining why

Small bead of precum flies out of my cockhead as I edge with some hard strokes

Squeezing and smearing a drop of precum, edging my cockhead gently

Jerk and release— I came so close to cumming while edging my cock

Wife got me hard and then left for work, so I’m stroking my girthy cock all alone

Jerking fast but slowing down, not allowed to let myself cum (wife’s orders)

My wife left me with blue balls and told me I’m not allowed to cum (1)

My wife left with her male friends to go swimming and told me to edge my dick while she flirts

Up close edging my dick on the toilet wearing a cockring

My wife left for work without wearing panties and I squeeze out a little precum edging on the toilet

My wife came home from bar missing her panties so I edge myself and leak a little precum